So Mad, Yet So Glad

So Mad:

The only good thing about only having time to update this blog a couple times a week is that I only remember the good stuff. Well, today I have time and Im mad at Maddy. I just don't understand. I try so hard to find activities throughout the day to keep her entertained and happy. I just want to have fun with her. Today, we had manicures and pedicures. I even let her paint my toes and we painted Emmas toes. Tonight we are making cookies for Santa. And I am the coolest mommy ever and let her fall asleep watching cartoons for nap time. Then in the 5 seconds it takes me to take care of Emma, Maddy manages to dump about $25 worth of just purchased last night medicine all over the table. Childproof caps mean nothing to that girl. Of course Im mad because its expensive but mostly Im upset because not only to I not have the extra money to go out and re-buy all that crap but Emma actually needs it. And now she doesn't have it because Madison had to be a terd. I wouldn't be so upset if I hadn't told her a thousand times not to touch it. And it was up on the table. She climbed on top of the table to get it. Argh. Ok, Im over it. I put her upstairs so I wouldn't beat her. Now it seems a little silly that I'm so upset but it was VERY aggravating. She's two. She's two. She's two. She's two........

Yet So Glad:

I got on my computer to vent my frustrations to my blog and my keyboard is all lit up! I have been trying for months to figure out how to backlight my keyboard and I couldn't figure it out! I have no idea how it happened but Im hoping it doesn't go away because I won't know how to turn it back on. That made me feel a little better.....I don't want to turn my computer off.