Thursday Day 11

I wasn't sure how today would turn out. It started with a lot of screaming and no sleep. Both girls were up multiple times last night. SCREAMING! Emma actually went down for a morning nap though so I took Maddy to walmart to get a princess nightlight so hopefully she will start sleeping. She's already lost the princess part of it though because she wanted to wear it on her head. Its a crown. Hmmm, I hope i still works. I tried again to get Emma prevacid but it still hasnt been filled bc the insurance and the dr office have to arrange prior authorization. Do they not realize I have a very upset baby thats in a lot of pain? If its not done tomorrow we will have to wait until Monday and I just don't think I can take that. Anyways, the rest of the day actually ended up being pretty good. Emma has been asleep all day (prob bc she didn't sleep last night) and Maddy took a nap. She woke up insanely whiney though. We tried to play outside but all she did was cry. Then Kendyl came home from school so she was happy again. YAY! I've always said, everyone needs a 7 yr old. Maddy just loves following her around and Kendyl just loves having someone look up to her I guess. Its really cure to watch them try to play the Hannah Montana game on the Wii.

I finally feel like maybe I can handle things. I got the rest of our stuff unpacked today. Its amazing how much better you feel when you're actually "moved in." I actually feel like maybe there isn't so much to do and I can do it! We tried to stay in today and it made a huge difference. Emma has been taking good naps and eating well. Im trying to just let her "guide" me for a couple days so I can see what she needs and then adapt that into an actual schedule. Maddy I still haven't figured out though. Tonight she WILL be in bed by 8. Im hoping that will help her attitude since she's been getting up at 5 and not going to bed until 10. Does NOT work for me.

On a side note, P90X is REALLY hard! I never realize how many different kinds of push ups and pull ups there are! Im really sore for not even being able to do 1! Im going to blame it on this awful cold I have and not on the fact that Im really out of shape. Although, if I can stick it out I can definately see how people could have the results they say you'll get! Its hard! Sam and I are supposed to do "day 2" after we get the kids to bed. Im looking forward to it but not at the same time.

Maddy is on a "BIG" kick. She wants everything big. Or whole. BIG hotdog. BIG sandwich. BIG pizza. BIG apple. You get the picture. Sorry the pics are so blurry but she wouldn't stop rocking to let me take a picture.